I think it helped that it was just me making these decisions. I didn't have a chance to second guess myself. I worked. I reviewed. I planned. I excexrutrd the plan. I helped. I strategized. I gave knowledge.
I felt powerful. And I realized I could do this. In California. And make a pretty good living.
I might enjoy this work.
I have plans with people this weekend. Flight home next weekend. Another flight in June and another one in July. Long weekend in July.
Days/weeks like this make me think I can do it. And I made the right decision.